WTF are your problems with me?
by admin on Dec.11, 2008, under General, Personal
I am in a rant mood after someone I have known a year decides to say the following to me:
nah just cnt be bofad to write
dnt like peeps wid mono brows haha dick head
Things like these annoy me, and well as you can guess, hurt.
Ok, now I can understand why girls can call guys, cunts etc, that’s nothing I can’t see as alot of us can be utter cunts, yes see a guy admits it. But for reasons like that, can we do the same, maybe it’s about time we do aswell. Been single for a year now, I hate it, never one for being single, like knowing someone is there all the time, comfort zone you could say, makes you feel positive aswell, things like this don’t. First of all she’s a right slag, she’s told me the full works, however I ain’t going to stoop to her level and tell you the information (I don’t know why, but I am being nice aren’t I?).
Tell you the day I find someone I will be so happy and probably jump off a cliff, period, I ain’t joking thats how much I miss it, I know it sounds pathetic, but when you been through alot, on your own, it’s tough going and you realise maybe it’s better to get someone along side you period. Ok yes, I have close friends but it’s not the same, it’s a different relationship ain’t it, you can’t deal with things the same, you realise differences easily, awkward silences, awkward moments as you mention maybe something a little personal.
I have meet some wonderful people already in my life, don’t get me wrong, they know who they are, and if they don’t I am sorry for not making it obvious, but realistically you should have realised by now. I remember I use to wind up some good girl-friends with the quote:
Life’s a bitch then you marry one
I can generally now see where this quote comes from and yes as you can tell I realise that not every girl is a bitch, some are lovely, and amazing, but don’t get me started. Some of you know what your fellow “girlfriends” are like, would be nice if sometimes you changed them as much as you want us to be changed, the ones who are utter twats that is. We aren’t all the same, sadly some of us pigeon the rest as bad. Fuck Sake.
